6:51 pm

lol. we are finally back from our leadership training camp. it was sure a tough one. everyone feels like going home at the first day of the camp. our officers kept on giving us punishments as someone did not put in our efforts into things.we had our "pasamalam". which means we have to pour and really POUR out everything we have in our field pack(big bag) for checking.
many people were just taking out their items one by one. we were given 2 minutes to do it so if we really want to reach the timing we got to help other people. through this camp i have really seen some of my friend's true colours. the officers says that if a person is pushed to his or her limits, that person's true colour will eventually come out. which is true.i seen other people pretend to pack their bag. pretending to zip up their bag. not willing to help other people.
i was the COS for 1 part of the LTC.COS is someone who give commands to the whole camp and report to the officers when needed.i really feel very sad when i get punished badly and some of the boys still take their own sweet time to walk to the file(str8 rows of 3s).the officer told me that they are selfish people who doesn't care about me.and he asked me to stay in the push up position at the puddle of mud. if i could not take it. i would fall in and...=.= but in the end i got throguh it. also we had to carry cherry cans. a 25 liters bottle back to our camp. over the forest, in the dark.we had 6 of such bottles to carry. although we have many people, some were really very tired over it,and the worst part is about the "casualties" that is. the casualty is not allowed to talk/ move. we were supposed to carry them back to the camp,the first casualty was jeshua >_< i think he feel bad lol. not being able to help and causing burden to our team.kk dun spam le i write alot le i need to go wash my bag byes!!!!! anyway no class outing? O_O soonkeng.